Cocoa Beans

Thrifted Jacket | Asos Top | AE Jeans | Target Shoes | Zara Bag

Hey everyone, I hope all is going well! I have been missing on my blog but a lot has happened in the last few months including graduation from college, moving back to Chicago and starting work all over again. As I settle back into life without college, I've been re-prioritizing my life so I don't lose track of the things I always wanted to do like blogging, and traveling. So as one of my new year resolutions I will be updating my blog entirely. A new look as well as being consistent with my post. P.S. thank you  to anyone who has read my blog and to anyone who's given me feedback. Oh yeah I love this song from Childish Gambinos last album so I thought I would add it to this post. 

I wish you all a Happy Holidays, Peace, Blessings and prosperity as you close on 2014 and start the New Year! 

"Hardships often prepare ordinary people for an extraordinary destiny."                      

      With Love Rebecca :)

Recuperate

Lately, I've been super overwhelmed with all the task that I have to do. I realize that school or life in general doesn't give you room for breaks or an emotional day to recuperate. I bought this sweatshirt that says I need a day between Saturday and Sunday because It reminds me of how fast this year has gone by and it seems like there is never enough time in the day. I'm a stronger believer in just taking days off to recuperate. You have to find time for yourself. 

Everyone is in constant need to be doing something, Doing things you enjoy more often ( they are way less taxing on your mind). Spend time just doing something simple and recuperating, It's literally how us introverts survive. 

 Zara Sweatshirt | H&M Top | ASOS Pants 

Best Wishes :) 

Find a Place for Your Passion

As I approach graduation, I think about what's to come of my future. I think a fear I share with many of my peers is the loss of passion. We fear that we will trade our creativity and freedom for drab careers, and digging our way out of debt. We fear that 9+ hours at work will take away leisure time, the time we have always used to think, read and absorb. So what do we do when we feel the threat of losing an important part of ourselves? 

We work harder. With whatever time you have, invest it in something you are passionate about. If you don't know what it is you're passionate about, try new things; ask yourself what you would like to change? What could you do that will disturb the way things are currently done. Become an expert in whatever you're passionate about. If you can't sleep because you're thinking about your passion, you have to go after that. You are much more than a mind numbing 9-5. Not to say all 9-5's are bad but if you feel that it is not fulfilling find something that is. If you're willing to invest time and effort into your passion, it will create value for you. Value that exceeds the fulfillment of just financial pay. Your time is worth much more than being a worker bee, making someone else's dream happen. Find what you love and go after it full force. 

Best to you all :) 

Full Circle

XXI Jacket | Asos Top | H&M Shorts | New Balance Shoes | Asos Bag

It's been a weird week for me. I really appreciate having a good support system to help me when I'm going through something. I'm happier today and the weathers amazing even though I have to head to work soon. 

Best to you all:)

"Always be kinder than you feel."

Encouraging Myself

It's weird sometimes when you're trying really hard to make your vision come to fruition, you will find that people are not there to support you. I have to constantly remind myself to not become disheartened by people's reactions to me. It's sucks that in the world we live in it's easier to doubt yourself then to believe in yourself. In the bible god says that all you need is the faith the size of a mustard seed. Willpower is the difference between the individual that sees there dreams realized and the person that does not. "When you really want something all of the world conspire's in helping you achieve it." That is the quote I live by. My purpose in starting my blog because I was in a place in my life when I was discovering how to truly be positive and I wanted to share. I want my journey of being the best version of myself to transpire into the same journey for many people and until I reach that goal I'll keep encouraging myself until I do.

Best to you all :) 

P.S. If you click the red text it leads you to a free version of the book The Alchemist online.  

Celebrate

Asos Hat | H&M sweater | Nordstrom Shorts | Topshop Shoes | Bag Rue 21

I was out at an art gallery supporting my talented boyfriend who was in the show. Take a look at his work below and some other great pieces below.

Best to everyone :)

 "You cannot be everything to everyone, but you can be you; so be you ans that will be enough."

Personal Growth and Hope

It's a difficult thing to understand yourself. At least for me it is. I go through phases and moods. I learn quick and I readjust quicker. I'm quiet at times and can be friendly at others. I'm observant and empathetic also cold and encouraging, sometimes distant but overall happy.

 The journey to understand yourself is a difficult one and maybe even impossible. But I pride myself in my effort to seek growth. I hope that by being transparent and honest with myself I can grow. I don't want to be cold, I don't want to stutter sometimes, I'm constantly trying to readjust myself because I love myself, and I see so much room for more. I post quotes and blog about inspiration because most of my life I did not share who I was out of fear of not being in agreement with others. That is no way to live. 

I am starting to share the things that I want for myself so that they become real. I am not afraid to be openly passionate about the things I love. I hope that everyone can find what they love. I hope you divulge in as many things as possible until you find the thing or things that give you purpose. I hope you get to know yourself. I know this is somewhat of a rant but whatever lol 

Grow and enjoy your effing life.  

Vanilla

   XXI hat | ASOS shirt | ASOS Jacket | Thrifted shorts | New Balance sneakers

 It was such a nice day out today and I got to hang out with my friend Amber. We just walked around, thrifted and caught up on what's new in each others lives. I hope you guys got out and enjoyed this weather too, there aren't too many nice days left. P.S. if you didn't know I'm on YouTube and I made a video log of my thrifting day and you can watch it if you click here.

Well Wishes Everyone :)

I'm On YouTube!

Hey everyone, I made my first YouTube video. I was a little nervous talking like usual lol but I still wanted to put myself out there and start. So here it is!

Well Wishes everyone :)

InstaFamous

How much does a "like" weigh on self image? I would say in our "Selfie" culture, it weighs heavily. Likes provide instant gratification and validation for a lot of individuals. Our society has begun to equate beauty with self worth. The more beautiful you are, the more likes you get, the more followers you reach, the more valid your opinion. The new celebs are instagram beauties and we have elected them. Don't get me wrong, I follow my fair share of beauty gurus and models and there is nothing wrong with admiring someone else's beauty.  The problem comes when I see comments under others picture like "I thought I was beautiful until I saw your picture" or "I wish I looked like you". Those examples are the epitome of negative internalization of beauty. They are not flattering comments but are heavy especially for someone whom did not warrant your self negativity. We must remember that likes cannot begin to display how smart, funny and caring you or anyone else is nor can likes reveal how malicious, ungrateful or mean someone might be. Celebrate your beauty without checking your likes. We must remember that physical beauty is face value and just the tip of the iceberg of the soul that it encompasses.

NIGHT OWL

Wearing all black feels so right sometimes haha yesterday I decided to shoot around wearing my new favorite crochet shorts.

Shirt// H&M

Shorts// Topshop

BERRY

Is it just me or did summer fly by? I finished my internship last Thursday and my internship course today. It's been a busy summer but I am happy it was. I think my life plans were able to grow from this experience and I am grateful for it. I guess that is why it is so important to take on as many good opportunities as you can. Well for what's left of my summer, I have a few places I want to visit then I am focused on my last semester of college. 

Playsuit // Topshop

Shoes// River Island

Purse//Asos

Celebrate My Beauty

So how awesome was today? I got to meet the beautiful blogger Franceska of HeyFranHey as she stopped through Chicago while on tour with Eden's Body Works. The tour has been a campaign to help women come together and celebrate their beauty and also learn about the Eden Body works product line. Natural guru, Franceska,  has been touring with the line to show her support. She shared her story about her journey becoming vegan and the start of her blogging venture. She also offered a few tips about eating healthy on a budget. I really enjoyed meeting Franceska as she has definitely been an inspiration to me. Below are pics of some beautiful naturalistas attending the event!

FEAR

Fear is a feeling we all often get but rarely admit to. Today fear overcame me. I had a million thoughts pummel my mind while at my internship and I was reminded what true fear felt like. Just thinking about my career path, my relationships with people, just overall change... I was terrified. I honestly don't remember my last couple hours at work. I was scared and I felt guilty about it. I am an optimist, a vocalized optimist. I believe in faith, good vibes and blessings. Should I even be afraid? Every problem in my life has always worked itself out, sometimes in my favor and when it has not worked in my favor, I have gained much more than what I thought I needed at that time. So I come back to the things that worry me... I like many people have had a vision for their life. Well what happens when that vision becomes distant? Should I trade it for a more obtainable, easily reachable reality or do I dare go after the things I see for my myself, the desires I've had for so long?

I needed that dosage of fear today so that it would push me. Everybody needs fuel. Fear is my fuel, I had become complacent. I think when we are about to settle into something that is not fit for us, We are shaken up so that we remember to do better because our happiness depends on it.

It's Never Too Late

After I sat and worried because I knew that whatever decision I soon had to make, would determine so much in my life I made the decision to no matter what opportunity I get, that I should still go after whatever the hell I want as I long as I think its best for me. Nobody is better off if I don't go after what Is best for me. I don't want mediocrity and I don't want anyone else I know or anyone who reads this post to want it either. Go after something, get let down and try again. That's what I plan on doing until I get it right. You can be smart about it, make money while working on the bigger picture. Remember that its just a stepping stone. Trust god or whom or whatever you believe in so that you can be guided into the most fullfilled life that you could possibly live. 

Art Institute of Chicago

     I went to the art institute of Chicago recently and saw some great artwork. I don't think I've been there for 10+ years haha but it was so nice. Here are some of the pieces I really liked. 

Rose Quarts

I have been super idol with blogging

lately but with finals 

coming up I had to take a break.

I'm anxious these days for all the good things I can feel coming my way.

Well anyway I hope you guys are enjoying your weekend.

Shirt//Asos//

Boyfriend Jeans//H&M

Sandals//Asos//

Bag//Asos//

Spring Shoe Favorites

There are quite a few shoes that I can't wait to get my hands on this Spring and summer.

Here are some of my favorites for this upcoming season.

1. The slip-on is perfect for casual days. 

2. Next is the birkenstock sandal.

3. Strappy sandals are always a summer must have.

4. Pointy Toe flats are the new casual shoe 

You can find links to all of this awesome footwear below!

Zara footwear
zara.com

Leather trainers
$225 - whistles.co.uk

Birkenstock slipon shoes
needsupply.com

Flat pumps
$190 - whistles.co.uk

Art Exhibition

Yesterday, I had the pleasure of going to a student

art exhibit. I was invited by my talented beau (pictured below)

that had art in the show. I saw some great pieces and met the artist of

the piece entitled "Bypass 6" I'm standing next to in the photo above which was inspired

by her grandmother who went through several heart bypass surgeries. Anyway, take a

look at some of the great work below.